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[10 Dec 2009|03:00pm] |
 went back to florida and repainted my room. also cleared out a lot of things from high school.
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[09 Dec 2009|10:42am] |
 This was exactly one year ago. I was constructing my portfolio to be the production designer for our 16mm project. After all the sleep I didn't get and all the stress it caused me, I ended up getting it. woo. I just went to florida for a few days, repainted my room and slightly decorated. While I was there my dad and I made plans to meet my biological mother around easter. I don't know if I'm ready to meet someone in the physical/mental state that she most likely will be in. Personally I am more interested in meeting my biological brothers but they are apparently more difficult to locate.
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[02 Dec 2009|01:43pm] |
 I've decided the worst part about winter is every time I use the restroom, I am forced to sit on a freezing cold toilet seat. gosh darn it. p.s. I'm going to see Conan tonight
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[01 Dec 2009|01:30pm] |
 my top five are: Input Positivity Includer Adaptability Empathy
Strengthsfinder 2.0
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[19 Nov 2009|11:56am] |
 I'm getting to the age where I want to start up holiday traditions but I lack the cabbage to support it. Therefore I am considering buying a fake tree and ornaments with every intention of returning them the day after Christmas.
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[07 Nov 2009|09:31pm] |
 I cried when Michael Buble's song "home" came on today. hahahaha I'm so lame. I had a talk with an old friend today, it was so nice.
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[05 Nov 2009|09:52pm] |
 am I really killing time or is time the one with the upper hand.
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[02 Nov 2009|08:33pm] |
 The morning came and ripped you away.
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[01 Nov 2009|12:05am] |
 For the past few years I have felt as if I'm never "the best" at what I do. Being that I am a perfectionist and unfortunately house the terrible need for instant gratification, this has really taken a toll on my confidence. I know I can create really impressive things, I know I have the ability to achieve more than people have seen/would expect from me.... BUT lately I have lost my patience for waiting to show off my talents while in the meantime having to settle as someone else's' shadow. I just want to be the favorite, as pathetic as that sounds. This is a really stupid post but I have no other venting options and since no one really reads this thing I figured; better here than in front of someone important.
On a side note my asthma is really bad and I think I might have a small cancerous piece of skin on my cheek. I miss my boyfriend horribly and haven't talked to him in two days, hence why I'm so irritable. This all sounds so depressing but things are actually going very well right now, I just don't have anyone to talk to about the little things that are bothering me so they build up and I end up tossing them into an online journal post.
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[24 Oct 2009|10:48pm] |
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[22 Oct 2009|11:04pm] |
 I liked my outfit today. So...I'll be making $700 this week. And I really miss a few particular people. October is my favorite month for television, every channel consistently plays scary movies....heaven! I wish I had more time to read a good book. After baking two dozen white chocolate chip cupcakes, I realized I had no one to share them with. I'm so tired of these dumb El Pollo Loco commercials. Rain Wilson and John C. Riley are actually very funny in person. I really want all of my stuff to magically organize itself into place because I never have time to fully unpack. Since I've arrived in Los Angeles, I've never been this busy in my entire life. Doing Paul Rudd's make up on Saturday. Here are just a few random things I figured I would share with the few people that read this. I also created a tumblr account incase you are interested: http://cannedliver.tumblr.com/ The tumblr account is dedicated to everything going on in my film career.
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[19 Oct 2009|09:07pm] |

things I miss about florida: -tijuanna flats -asparagus rolls -knowing my way around -being with the people I love -the lifestyle -school -sleep -dance class -Winston -my parents -my chloe -not being cold -so very much more
look how cute
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[12 Oct 2009|12:10am] |
 I am so in love.
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[07 Oct 2009|07:03pm] |
 Right now I have something I wish I could write about but I can't because it's something I don't want to feel. All I'll say is I hate it....and if things continue like this then I'll be stuck with really high highs and really low lows. Maybe I'm too demanding.
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[05 Oct 2009|07:18pm] |
 -moved into new house -reunited with my kitten! -got interior design job, re-doing a living room/dining room -got a receptionist job for a day spa $10/hr -still working the Tim & Eric internship...meeting a collection of semi-well known folks -got a paid make up job through the Tim & Eric internship -doing unpaid work for an AFI student project -in an amazing relationship with an unbelievably perfect boy
there must be a catch, this is all going too well.
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[26 Sep 2009|03:54pm] |
so much to tell.. so little internet. update soon.
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